Pedihnya

Annyeong!!~

Sedar x sedar da 6 bulan aku di ICCA....

Mudah mudah probationku tak dipanjangkan...
Amin!!~

Hurm...
Sejak 2 menjak ni aku serba x kena...
Sensitip je memanjang...
Aku ni kalo da sensitip maka kuar la bahasa2 pedas@sindiran...
Ahaha...
Nak kata PMS, da abih cuti da...
Isk3...
Emosi x stabil kot...


Hati tenanglah...
Sabarlah engkau menghadapi segalanya...
Kadang2 aku rasa cam mau tersungkur...
Tapi kuatlah wahai hati...
Semoga segalanya berlalu...
Janganlah kau asik terluka lagi...
Pulihlah...
Aku cuba untuk gagahkan hati...
Abaikan sume ini..


Kadang2 rasa ingin pergi jauh...
Sejauh jauhnya...
Aku takmo ingat ape2 yang ade di sini...
Tapi apa daya...
Aku tetap di sini..


Oh tuhan..
Tabahkanlah hatiku...
Kuatkanlah imanku...
Kuatkanlah kasih sayangku...
Agar aku dapat hadapi hari2 mendatang
Penuh redhaMu...


Amin~~


Sekian.

happiness

Annyeong!!~

Oh i didn't used that word for quite sometime...

Hehehe....well  since started working and my pc was not working well

Can say that i've slow down my "hallyuwood" activities..

But i do update myself once in a while with the latest info...

As usual, i love every moment i was in the office...

Even though sometimes i get tired or bored with the workloads

I still managed to enjoy myself...

The colleagues were great....once in while we do talked and laughed

Most of the times is silence...

Maybe because our job we need to put full focus on it....

Well excluded MSN chats la...

Hahaha..

Yesterday was great...

Went out for date...

At the first place, we had no idea where we want to go...

I exclude shopping malls since got no budget for shopping

Then, he came out with the idea of traveling to Genting....

I was like....er so unsure since for me Genting is quite far

and I was rushing with times since need to get back home before 7...

Well cinderella la katakan :P

So after calculating time to go back and forth to Genting

I agreed with his idea...

So there we go...

Genting....

Well since we going to Genting

We went there by his car...

The journey make me dizzy...

So from "kaki" Genting to the top i was quite...

While trying to hold on..

Plus actually at first i was "merajuk"

Since i couldn't do much in the car...

Strictly no to touch the dashboard...

Because it will left finger/palm prints there...

He said he just polished it so need to keep my hands off it...

At first i felt a bit sad since he loves his dashboard more ME....

Arghh but then i realized i do actually act the same if  people make a mess in my swift...

So i just let go....

Ape kes la plak nak majuk pasai dashboard kan...

Huhuhu...

After about 1 hour of  dizzy journey...

Finally we arrived at Genting safe and sound...

Thank you Encik Kesayangan for your safe trip...

I thought that would be the journey and the others were only sight seeing and else..

But not!

Actually we were kind of hiking

Since he parked his car quite far...

We need to walk up to the top...

Hahahaha....

What should i say?? I was completely exhausted and hardly breath...

The hills was like 45 degrees and i was like....OK...

Jenuh den...

Berkat usaha + bantuan encik kesayangan, I managed to get to the top...

Fiuh...

So restless ok....

The first plan actually just ride the cable car...

However, the cable car was closed due to maintenance...

Haiyooo awat la you closed time i excited nak naik cable car tuh...

So then, we changed the plan and have a walk in the indoor games area...

Stop by the racing cars machine...he make a bet as usual...

After considering for quite some times.....I accepted the bet...

Hahaha...

I win 1st place for the car racing....

But this encik kesayangan  won't accept the truth that i actually win asked for another round...

And this time, the winning was on his side....

Cehsss.....the losing prominent which was me (*act he was losing,he just can't accept the truth)

Hahaha...

Need to settle the bet...which was "manjakan" him...

Which i always reluctantly or tried to escape from doing...

Hehehehe...

Sorry sayang, saya xpandai nak manjakan sangat :P

After that, we decided to go back and filled our hungry stomach....

Hahaha...

Pi Genting makan kat Cheras...

Great!!~

Jimat ckit...

Hehehehe....

Thanks sayang for the lunch and the trip...

The next trip saya support duit minyak ye :P

Hahaha...

Before going back, we stopped by Tasik Permaisuri and have a short walk...

Well, i was famous with my "MALAS" thingy so we just walked for about 5 minutes

before we finally decided to have a sit while watching people jogging and walking

Have a light talk and teasing each other as usual...

Hahaha...

So to conclude the day, I had a great Sunday with my dearest Encik Kesayangan...

Thanks sayang for such a lovely day...

The trip the foods and the nonstop tease from you..

Thanks for making me happy and i hope that i make you happy too...

Love you...Muahmuah...

Hahaha...

The end

eyes

Annyeonghasayo!!~

Konnichiwa

Assalamualaikum....

Hye hye hye...

today is monday...

started working back after 3 days off

a bit tired + sleepy today...

stucked in traffic jammed in federal for about 1 hours...

gosh...at least it's better than stuck in nilai for almost 2 hours yesterday...

tiring....

yawning almost every second...

wondering why i'm too tired today...

hehehe....maybe not enough rest and also because of mandi bunga..

ahahaha.....

everything seems to be OK today...

in term of workloads....just finished updating the membership list for May

doing a few about intorgs....only managed to do 6 profiles today...

my speed today was too slow...

yeah...so slow...

normally managed to finished at least 15 profiles per day...

hish...

encik kesayangan seems to be OK today....

we do sms~ing but not as frequent as usual...

maybe he's busy plus i was quite busy too...

furthermore, the digi line there was not so good....

miss him soo much....

but it's still OK coz we're sms~ing now...

kekeke...

plan to call him but not sure...

maybe later :)

i'm not sure why because lately actually started a few days ago...

my monitor seems to hate me becoz it's started to change colors...

sometimes it looks blueish sumtimes purplish....sumtimes reddish...

it making me dizzy staring at it...

please dear monitor stay healthy...

i don't have enough money to send you to the hospital....

be with me k ;)

ok....gotta go...

need to continue my routine now...

bercinta di hp :P

daaaa~~~

kenduri kak wafa

Holaaa dear....

Hik hik hik...

Tetiba terajen lak nak mengupdate blog...

Saje je gatal2 tangan....

Well today i went to kak wafa's wedding....

Bestnyee orang da kawen...

Tetiba terasa gatai nak kawen gak :P

Hahaha....*camne nak kawen andai duitnya tade...

Back to the story...

Kat situ tadi dapat la jumpa kak harim , eisya , kak ieda , kak elly , andy dan lain2

Lama tak jumpa...

Masing2 da len gile...ehehehehe....

Termasuk la aku :P

As usual skang ni kalo ader kenduri kendara rakan2....

Encik kesayangan akan diheret sama...

Naseb la dia bukan jenis penyegan sangat...

Atau bahasa kasar,  tak reti malu...

Kalo tak sian gak tinggalkan dia sensorg kat lua...

*Saya pi masuk dalam posing2...Ahahaha....

So segalanya berjalan lancar...

Kak wafa sangat cantek!!

Tema biru emas...not bad...

jarang orang buat...

Pelamin cantek Mekap cantek...Makanan pon menarik...

Ahahaha...

Membuatkan aku terexcited nak kawen...

Tapi cam lama lagi...

Kena kumpul duit dulu...hehehe

Saba naema saba :P

Then, balik singgah ke JJ taman maluri sebab cam da agak lambat...

Takut mem n big boss bising...

Niat di hati nak beli polished tuk baby BKU 

Tapi...

Disebabkan kena jimat budget so....

Hold dulu...

Last2 kami merayau sahaja...

Singgah men daytona n basketball kat pusat game situ...

Hahaha...imagine with baju kurung high heels aku duk layan daytona....

Encik kesayangan punya angkara la ni...

Hahahaha..tapi aku sungguh gembira...

Al maklumlah...kami bukan jenis yang berkepit 24/7...

Kalo weekdays kami sama2 bz...then weekend tak kua maknanya sepanjang minggu la tak jumpa...

Seksanya hanya aku yang tau...

Ahahaha...

Al maklumlah orang tgh angau :P

Tapi yes , i do love him sooo much :)

Hehehehe....

Moga yang terbaik sentiasa menyebelahi kami berdua :D

Aminnn yarabal alamin 

Ok la, tu je yang nak dibebelkan hari ni...

Kepala saket kena ujan tadi...

Mau berehat sambil sambung sms encik kesayangan <3

Chowzzz

kembali hidup :)

hai hai hai....

rasanya almost 6 months da tak update this blog....

i'm sooooo rajen :P

well many things happened and changed throughout this 6 months...

yang utamanya...

aku sudah bertukar kerja...

ya dapat offer yang sekali ganda lebih baik dan menarik...

dan alhamdulillah...

hampir 4 bulan bekerja di situ...

feel like i started to fell in love with my current job

good working environment...

happening collegues...

sporting boss...

and most important thing is....100%stress free...

ya i'm enjoying each moment i'm at work...

hardly to believe aite?

trust me...i love ICCA now <3

well that's one thing that changed...

but there's also one big changes in my life...

well i could say the biggest changes in my life is....

i'm not single anymore....

yaaaa.....i'm in a relationship now...

to be exact...

i'm in love....

with this sweet sweet sour...

encik kesayangan...

Nor Aizat Akmal Mohd Zain...

heeeee......

i loveeee him so much

after almost 7 years i'm holding the single status....

now he came into my world and make my life even more meaningful....

thanks sayang...

for being there for me...

i know i always make u feel miserable...

me always merajuk tak tentu pasal....

especially time cuti2 malaysia...

me susah nak pujuk when u are the one yg merajuk...

degil...

keras kepala....

sumtimes so selfish...

i wonder how u actually endure all this...

thanks sayang....

thank you so much....

thanks for making me the most happiest girl in town...

with your tender love....

appreaciate that...

well...after 6 years alone...then started to date again...

actually need me to adjust myself...

well before this i always think about myself first...

now i have a heart to take care of....

kadang2 cam pelik....

cam tak percaya...

betol ke aku da ader bf??

hahahaha....funny kan...

rasa cam dalam mimpi....

yaa he's like a dream....

but until the moment our eyes met...

i know that it's not a dream...

it's real....

and he's holding my hands also real...

then i realized...oh memang aku da berbf...

ceht...saba jelah naema...

now almost 4 months together....

aku bahagia....amat bahagia

mudah mudahan segala yang kami impikan

menjadi nyata...

aminnn yarabal alamin....

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku...Kau panjangkanlah jodoh kami hingga ke syurgaMu...

aminnnn....

Ok now it's time to describe his physical...

Tall....yeah so tall i'm only at his shoulder height without wearing heels laa

* ke aku yang pendek sangat?

berkulit...sawa matang...ye ke sawa matang??

lebih kurang laa...ahahaha

berkumis n berjanggut * ok ni dulu ciri yang first skali aku nak reject...

last2 sangkut jugak ngan org bermisai n janggut nih...

bertubuh sederhana...

tak kurus tak gemuk...

ahahah yang sedang sedang saja....

orang cheras bandar tun razak :)

campuran kelantan + melaka

*again...yg tak nak dalam list pun dia ada...huhuhu

tu la len kali jangan cakap tak suka...

last last lekat jugak :P

berusia kurang setahun dari aku...

ahahaha...

a year younger than me...

actually not even a year pon...

muda 2 bulan je...

tapi aku nampak jauh lagi muda ar dari dia...

perasan :P

haa itu jelah kot yang leyh direveal...

selebihnya milikku sorg...

ahahaha...

moga moga hubungan ini diberkati n direstui kedua dua belah pihak...

aminnnn...yes...the most important thing is my parents know about him...

finally...no more secret about my love life....

i'm 24 years old this year...

i don't have to hide anything now...

free and open...

as long as we both know our batasan :)

ok got to go...

rasanya cam panjang sangat syarahan kali ni...

almaklum la dah dekat 6 bulan x update...

ehehehe....

chowwssss....

p/s : encik kesayangan...i love you muahmuahmuah <3<3<3

The Supercold Office , The Anniversary

Konnichiwa....

Hello there,

It's been a while since my last blog aite??
Actually,i'm too lazy to write...
Well, there's nothing interesting to share lately.....
So i don't really know what to blog...
Oh ya,
Just to update...
I've already start working  as analyst programmer somewhere in front of KL Convention Centre...
Wisma UOA II to be exact...
I've started on 23 November ago...
Until today,there's no work assigned to me yet...
So i keep myself busy with Facebook and Downloading...
Yeah.....such a bad idea for new employee like me haa...
Ngeh ngeh ngeh...
What to do...
Instead of sleeping, that's better if i continued facebooking...
If not,i'm going to get caught snoring at my cube...
Well, for this first two weeks,
I think the office is OK...the most important things is lunch is PROVIDED...
That's the best thing i think...
Jimat duet belanja makan...
Ahahaha...
The people are OK....
The environment AWESOME....
but still, a bit worried of what my task is going to be like....
Hopefully everything will be OK...
Today,
My parent's anniversary day...
Happy 24th Anniversary Ibu & Ayah....
May Allah bless both of you...
Love you both till death apart...
Me and younger sis, nyonya @ lale or whatever....
Planned to set up small celebration for them..
Maybe just having the cake cutting ceremony or what so ever...
But...
I'm not sure what to buy or what to give for their present...
However, we've already bought a card yesterday...
So maybe cake and card will be enough kot...
Well,i just started working aite....
I wish they will be happy till death apart...
Hopefully, Allah mempermurahkan rezeki kami sekeluarga...
Aminnn......

tired of waiting

Heyya...

After a while,finally i've  a mood to blog.

Lately, i was super busy with the project...

I've spent over than 10 hours sitting in front of pc and editing all the codes...

And after thousands of times debugging...finally the project was done...

Even though it was not completely functioned and yet so lack in term of design...

Finally, we submitted the project...

Anyway...even i'm not truly satisfied but what to do....

It's already submitted....how i wish i can do it better....

Currently, i was busy looking for a job....

Actually, i've been accepted into this company from Phileo Damansara 1...

But I've declined due to some reasons...

So i've to look for a job again...

Now i've realized how hard it is to find a job nowadays.....

I've spent almost everyday....surfing the net to find and applied for a job...

Still, no response...

I was quite dissapointed actually but still i will  not and never gave up...

Maybe it just not the time yet for me to have a job...

So while waiting patiently at home, I'll keep my time occupied with something that benefits....

with what?

ahahaha....with learning PHP and mySQL....

also with Crystal report....

I think i want to continue my career in Programming...

because it seems to suit me much more than multimedia....

But i will not let go my knowledge in multimedia because it helps me a lot....

Oh job employer please employ me....i'll be the best worker you ever had ok...

ahahaha....sounds so desperate...

Okay...

I thinks thats all for now....

So....Bye

current music : 2PM - Tired of waiting (JAY, Please comeback)